I'll always be the stranger you knew

I'm gonna go find somewhere else to hide myself now. I'll miss this space?


Good luck finding the rest of me.

"Omg syaf you looked like a girl when you did that"

1. It's Sunday.(suxxxxxx)
2. My studying hours officially starts at 11 00. Ends at 3?
3. My toddler second cousin is having a birthday party later. Theme: Arabian Nights.
4. I woke up with this terrible soar throat and I almost swallowed my uvula.
5. Why must such unfortunate event happen at this point of time, where my health is really... crucial.
6. Exams are fucking here. My "study sessions" haven't been productive at all.
7. But I'm confident for A Math I think? Tuition rocks.
8. Yeah that's the only thing I'm okay at.
9. SJI boys are just full of themselves.
10. TKG should've been in the finals god damn.
11. I'm talking about bahas by the way.
12. Friday was cross-country.
13. Was epic. Really.
14. Wished Filzah and Ayesha didn't pon!! Kentals.
15. Food Culture is still (Y). And malay.
16. Honestly think my memory is failing.
17. My dad bought this alarm device thing and it will ring if it detects any movement or difference in light intensity(haha) SOMETHING LIKE THE ONE I USED TO HAVE OMG.
18. Today is someone's birthday.
19. Oh actually three people's.
20. I still haven't watched Inception.
21. I don't need to be hooked up by anyone.
22. Okay 'hook up' has a wide range of meanings. But I think you know what I mean.
23. I don't think anyone reads my blog anymore. But it's okay.
24. I can't wait for Ramadan(as in the month, not the person).
25. I go for facials fuckyeah.

Start over

A girl misses her train to Milan and is set to wait overnight in Rome until dawn. However, a chance encounter with a guy changes her plans and the night lights of the capital turn into the background to a tender love story. An extraordinary chemistry made of knowing glances and small gestures fills the few instants that separate them both from the sunrise.

Do you think we'll make it?

This week kinda made me hate being a senior. There's just so much to think, to say, to do. And all you get is a bunch of kids, who happen to be one or two years younger, staring at you, unmotivated, uninspired.

I think I have a love-hate relationship with prefects. Prefects' Investiture yesterday was surprisingly good. The speech by the Guest Of Honour was so damn inspirational I swear. Sometimes I wished I was a prefect. Sometimes. Usually not. Only sometimes. I think I want to go to a JC. Because I keep getting visions(lol?) of myself being in one. Being in Student Council seems so much fun. But who am I kidding. I want a little more freedom too. Ah we'll see.

Anyway, my mum's not cranky. I love this. This morning she was unusually nice(I mean like, after a long time) and concerned and not irritating. Why can't you be like this everyday Mother?

I can't believe I'm saying this, but I miss going to the library. I'm gonna be a good girl tomorrow. And for rest of the weeks to come.